Purpose

Look at all of these tears I've wept
Look at all the promises that I've kept

I put my heart into your hands
Here's my soul to keep

I let you in with all that I can
You're not hard to reach

And you bless me with the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose
Yeah, you've given me purpose

Thinking my journey's come to an end
Sending out a farewell to my friends, forever peace

Ask you to forgive me for my sins, oh would you please?
I'm more than grateful for the time, my spirit's at ease

And you've given me the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose everyday
You give me purpose in every way


so let me just like, try my best...

We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions.

You can't be hard on yourself for these were the cards that you were given
so you have to understand that these, like... that's not who you are.

You're trying to be the best you can be but that's all you can do.

If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself.

Give it all you got

That's what it's....
that's what's happening with me.

It's like God, I'm giving it all I got, sometimes I'm weak
and I'm gonna do it,
and it's like I'm not giving myself grace, I'm just like understanding,

that's just how it is.

(*these are the bits that hit me closest to home, right in the feels*)

{Note: These are quoted lyrics from "Purpose" not my words}