It's like a drug. And I'm having withdrawls...I♥the feeling of being free & the passionate adrenaline racing thru me as we curve skillfully thru the twisties together.. #moto #withdrawls

I kenz haz my [motor] bike? I kenz haz A Bike?? :'(
I'm dying over here with anticipation...

But kidding aside, seriously I want to cry right now :( last [motorcycle riding] season seems like forever ago...
I can't wait to get back out on the road soaring with only 2 wheels underneath me...
yeah, I ride passenger with my male bff, people think that's lame or "not a reall rider" whatever, I do NOT care, everyone had to start somewhere and that totally fine with me for right now, I love riding together, it's something we both are passionate about and can go places together... or not go anywhere in particular at all... it's literally all about experiencing the journey, not just arriving at the destination....
I love it... and now I'm just freaking out...I wish I could ride all day everyday, but I can't... my reality is that it is beyond feasible... I can't get my own bike yet, or full gear, for a multitude of heart crushingly the-real-world-is-effed-up reasons...
so I'm riding 2up, and I get so much unexplainable joy from riding with him...but I will be at the mercy of only whenever he feels slightly in the mood to actually take me with. :'( :( :(

I absolutely love the feeling of being free, and feeling the adrenaline passionately racing through me as we curve skillfully through the twisties together....

it's like a drug,
and I'm having withdrawls.
I am losing my mind,.and he'll never understand. I need some road-therapy like never before. I've tried to be honest and explain it....
It's giving me insane anxiety not to be out riding...
I have serious passion for it...and I just want to be out there...NOW!

I wish I could make him understand, I wish...for so much...I can'even sleep because of it...
And here I lie at almost 4:30a... :'(

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